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semperna ulangtahun perkahwinan kami ke-3 pada 28 April 2010...rahmatilah perkahwinan ini YaAllah....
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 6:24 PM | Comments: (0)FATEH GALERI COLLECTION
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 9:53 PM | Comments: (0)Selamat hari ulangtahun kelahiran ke 27...(botol susu kuning kat belakang tu hadiah dari amu said sebelum bertolak semula ke Jordan)
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 9:04 PM | Comments: (0)Hari ni besday ummi yang ke 27...tahun depan ummi ngan abi target hadiahkan adik untuk aiman...Ahaks!!
Makin lama makin tua...takut gak rasa...hari ni banun je pagi abi ucap besday untuk ummi...masuk kelas senawi 1 ali, diorang nyanyi kuat-kuat untuk ummi...terharunya ummi....
Abg-abg dan akak -akak senawi 2 pun ramai ucap kat ummi..akak aqilah, akak ainol ngan kak tirah bagi hadiah kat ummi..tak sabar nak buka..tapi nak buka ngan aiman ngan abi sekali...esok ummi akan teruskan perjuangan gi belajar ke upsi...doakan ummi kuat dan tabah macam abi ye...ummi sayangkan aiman ngan abi..ummi cintakan abi..setiap kali banun tidur, ummi harap aiman ngan abi sentiasa ada di sisi ummi...sebab melalui kalianlah Allah alirkan kasih sayangnya untuk ummi yang sangat hina ini..
Ummi harap Allah dengar rintihan ummi dan impian ummi tahun ni...
Yang pertama, ummi nak jadi isteri solehah untuk abi...ummi kahwin sebab satu perkara je..sebab nak masuk syurga..dengan hadirnya abi dalam hidup ummi, ummi harap ummi dapat jejakkan kaki ke syurga..
Yang kedua, ummi nak jadi ummi yang terbaik untuk aiman..nak bersabar dalam mendidik aiman seperti Siti Hajar mendidik Ismail..ummi dah ajar aiamn amik wudu', abi ngan wan mama dah ajar aiman solat,atok dah ajar aiman zikir, tahun ni ummi nak ajar aiman kenal huruf hijahiyah...didik aiman jadi anak yang lembut hati..dengar cakap abi dan ummi...
Yang ketiga ummi nak dapat 4 flat untuk sem ni...ummi akan belajar sungguh sungguh lagi untuk dapat yang terbaik...buat sume kerja dengan terbaik.
Yang terakhir, ummi harap semua orang doakan ummi mencapai impian ummi yang ummi inginkan selama ni..menjadi pensyarah di mana-mana kolej atau universiti...ummi harap Allah dengar permohonan ummi untuk berjaya menjadi pensyarah...berjaya memperolehi kerjaya yang lebih baik..
Doakan ummi ye Aiman....Amiiiiiinnnnn....
by Nakata Khaula
When I reverted to Islam, the religion of our inborn nature, a fierce debate raged about girls observing the hijab at schools in France. It still does. The majority, it seemed, thought that wearing the headscarf was contrary to the principle that public - that is state-funded - schools should be neutral with regard to religion. Even as a non-Muslim, I could not understand why there was such a fuss over such a small thing as a scarf on a Muslim student's head. The feeling still persists amongst non-Muslims that Muslim women wear the hijab simply because they are slaves to tradition, so much so that it is seen as a symbol of oppression. Women' s liberation and independence is, so they believe, impossible unless they first remove the hijab.
Such naiveté is shared by "Muslims" with little or no knowledge of Islam. Being so used to secularism and religious eclecticism, pick and mix, they are unable to comprehend that Islam is universal and eternal. This apart, women all over the world, non-Arabs, are embracing Islam and wearing the hijab as a religious requirement, not a misdirected sense of "tradition."
I am but one example of such women. My hijab is not a part of my racial or traditional identity; it has no social or political significance; it is, purely and simply, my religious identity.
I have worn the hijab since embracing Islam in Paris. The exact form of the hijab varies according to the country one is in, or the degree of the individual's religious awareness. In France I wore a simple scarf, which matched my dress and perched lightly on my head so that it was almost fashionable! Now, in Saudi Arabia, I wear an all-covering black cape; not even my eyes are visible. Thus, I have experienced the hijab from its simplest to its most complete form.
What does the hijab mean to me? Although there have been many books and articles about the hijab, they always tend to be written from an outsider's point of view; I hope this will allow me to explain what I can observe from the inside, so to speak. When I decided to declare my Islam, I did not think whether I could pray five times a day or wear the hijab. Maybe I was scared that if I had given it serious thought I would have reached a negative conclusion, and that would affect my decision to become a Muslim. Until I visited the main mosque in Paris I had nothing to do with Islam; neither the prayers nor the hijab were familiar to me. In fact, both were unimaginable but my desire to be a Muslim was too strong (Alhamdulilah) for me to be overly concerned with what awaited me on the "other side" of my conversion.
The benefits of observing hijab became clear to me following a lecture at the mosque when I kept my scarf on even after leaving the building. The lecture had filled me with such a previously unknown spiritual satisfaction that I simply did not want to remove it. Because of the cold weather, I did not attract too much attention but I did feel different, somehow purified and protected; I felt as if I was in Allah's company.
As a foreigner in Paris, I sometimes felt uneasy about being stared at by men. In my hijab I went unnoticed, protected from impolite stares.
My hijab made me happy; it was both a sign of my obedience to Allah and a manifestation of my faith. I did not need to utter beliefs, the hijab stated them clearly for all to see, especially fellow Muslims, and thus it helped to strengthen the bonds of sisterhood in Islam.
Wearing the hijab soon became spontaneous, albeit purely voluntary. No human being could force me to wear it; if they had, perhaps I would have rebelled and rejected it. However, the first Islamic book I read used very moderate language in this respect, saying that "Allah recommends it (the hijab) strongly" and since Islam (as the word itself indicates) means we are to obey Allah's will I accomplished my Islamic duties willingly and without difficulty, Alhamdulilah.
The hijab reminds people who see it that God exists, and it serves as a constant reminder to me that I should conduct myself as a Muslim. Just as police officers are more professionally aware while in uniform, so I had a stronger sense of being a Muslim wearing my hijab.
Two weeks after my return to Islam, I went back to Japan for a family wedding and took the decision not to return to my studies in France; French literature had lost its appeal and the desire to study Arabic had replaced it. As a new Muslim with very little knowledge of Islam it was a big test for me to live in a small town in Japan completely isolated from Muslims. However, this isolation intensified my Islamic consciousness, and I knew that I was not alone as Allah was with me.
I had to abandon many of my clothes and, with some help from a friend who knew dressmaking; I made some pantaloons, similar to Pakistani dress. I was not bothered by the strange looks the people gave me!
After six months in Japan, my desire to study Arabic grew so much that I decided to go to Cairo, where I knew someone. None of my host family there spoke English (or Japanese!) and the lady who took my hand to lead me into the house was covered from head to toe in black. Even her face was covered. Although this is now familiar to me here in Riyadh, I remember being surprised at the time, recalling an incident in France when I had seen such dress and thought, “there is a woman enslaved by Arabic tradition, unaware of real Islam,” (which, I believed, thought that covering the face was not a necessity, but an ethnic tradition).
I wanted to tell the lady in Cairo that she was exaggerating in her dress,that it was unnatural and abnormal. Instead, I was told that my self-made dress was not suitable to go out in, something I disagreed with since I understood that it satisfied the requirements for a Muslimah. But, when in Rome, I bought some cloth and made a long dress, called khimar, which covered the loins and the arms completely. I was even ready to cover my face, something most of the sisters with whom I became acquainted did. They were, though, a small minority in Cairo.
Generally speaking, young Egyptians, more or less fully westernized, kept their distance from women wearing khimar and called them “the sisters”. Men treated us with respect and special politeness. Women wearing a khimar shared a sisterhood which lived up to the Prophet’s saying (Allah’s blessings and peace on him) that “a Muslim gives his salaam to the person he crosses in the street, whether he knows him or not.” The sisters were, it is probably true to say, more conscious of their faith than those who wear scarves for the sake of custom, rather than for the sake of Allah. Before becoming a Muslimah, my preference was for active pants-style clothes, not the more feminine skirt, but the long dress I wore in Cairo pleased me; I felt elegant and more relaxed.
In the western sense, black is a favourite colour for evening wears as it accentuates the beauty of the wearer. My new sisters were truly beautiful in their black khimar and with a light akin, to saintliness shone from their faces. Indeed, they are not unlike Raman Catholic nuns, something I noticed particularly when I had occasion to visit Paris soon after arriving in Saudi Arabia.
I was in the same Metro carriage as a nun and I smiled at our similarity of dress. Hers was the symbol of her devotion to God, as is that of a Muslimah. I often wonder why people say nothing about the veil of the Catholic nun, but criticise vehemently the veil of a Muslimah, regarding it as a symbol of “terrorism” and “oppression.”
I did not mind abandoning colourful clothes in favour of black; in fact, I had always had a sense to longing for the religious lifestyle of a nun even before becoming a Muslimah!
After another six months in Cairo, however, I was so accustomed to my long dress that I started to think that I would wear it on my return to Japan. My concession was that I had some dresses made in light colours, and some white khimars, in the belief that they would be less shocking in Japan than the black variety.
I was right. The Japanese reacted rather well to my white khimars, and they seemed to be able to guess that I was of a religious persuasion. I heard one girl telling her friend that I was a Buddhist nun; how similar a Muslimah, a Buddhist nun and a Christian nun are! man who would not normally be accustomed to talking about religion.
My father was worried when I went out in long sleeves and a head-cover even in the hottest weather, but I found that my hijab protected me from the sun. Indeed, it was I who also felt uneasy looking at my younger sister’ s legs while she wore short pants.
Muslims are accused of being over-sensitive about the human body but the degree of sexual harassment which occurs these days justifies modest dress. Just as a short skirt can send the signal that the wearer is available to men, so the hijab signals, loud and clear: “I am forbidden for you.”
The Prophet once asked his daughter Fatima, "What is the best for a woman?” And she replied: “Not to see men and not to be seen by them.” Having married, I left Japan for Saudi Arabia, where it is customary for the women to cover their faces outdoors. I was impatient to try the niqab (face cover), and curious to know how it felt. Of course, non-Muslim women generally wear a black cloak, rather nonchalantly thrown over their shoulders, but do not cover their faces; Non-Saudi Muslim women also often keep their faces uncovered.
My first niqab left my eyes uncovered. But in winter I wore a fine eye-covering as well. It is an error of judgment to think that a Muslim woman covers herself because she is a private possession of her husband. In fact, she preserves her dignity and refuses to be possessed by strangers. Observing the hijab from outside, it is impossible to see what it hides. The gap, between being outside and looking in, and being inside and looking out, explains in part the void in the understanding of Islam. An outsider may see Islam as restricting Muslims. Inside, however, there is peace, freedom, and joy, which those who experience it have never known before.
Practising Muslims, whether those born in Muslim families or those reverted to Islam, choose Islam rather than the illusory freedom of secular life. If it oppresses women, why are so many well-educated young women in Europe, America, Japan, Australia, indeed all over the world, abandoning “liberty” and “independence” and embracing Islam?
A person blinded by prejudice may not see it, but a woman in hijab is as brightly beautiful as an angel, full of self-confidence, serenity, and dignity.
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Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 6:35 PM | Comments: (0)Doa pengurusan
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 6:35 PM | Comments: (0)alhamdulillah....
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 5:16 PM | Comments: (0)kami sekeluarga di hari raya 2009
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 5:55 PM | Comments: (0)khamis....10 sept 2009
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 5:51 PM | Comments: (1)ummi tau, ummi kene kuat macam abi..tapi ummi terlampau sedih...pintu rezeki ummi ditutup satu persatu oleh orang yang ummi benci...ummi bukan tak cuba nak terima cara dia..tapi dia yang jadikan ummi makin benci...ummi bukan benci pada kurniaan Nya, tapi benci pada sikapnya...paling sedih bila dia kata nak pijak-pijak barang ummi...
penat abi susah payah cari bekalan jauh...ummi jual barang-barang pun sebab nak cari duit untuk program...program untuk anak-anak ummi di maahad ni...hati ummi macam terkoyak-koyak bila tengok muka dia...
satu je ummi pohon...andaikata betul dia menutup pintu rezeki ummi, Allah tutuplah pintu rezekinya....tu je doa ummi...ummi sedih sangat....
aiman doakan ummi ye....
Menyintai tidak bermakna memiliki....
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 5:29 PM | Comments: (0)Janganlah kau angkuh melaungkan... Si dia kepunyaanmu...
Atau kau kepunyaan si dia ... Kerana hakikatnya...
Kita tidak pernah memiliki sesiapa...
Walau sekeping hati seorang insan...
Tidakkah kau sedar... Hukum alam menyatakan...
Menyintai tidak semestinya memiliki?...
Manusia pandai berpura... Berlakon di pentas dunia...
Dan bertopeng menutup rahsia..
Tetapi hati... Tidak pernah berdusta pada empunya...
Tentang perasaan yang bergolak di dalamnya...
Tidakkah kau sedar... Mungkin si dia melafazkan...
Ungkapan cinta padamu...
Tetapi hati dan perasaannya...
Tidak pernah berniat begitu...
Dia hanya berselindung...
Di sebalik sejuta alasan... Dan kau...
Begitu jujur dan setia menyintainya..
Sehingga terlupa.. Hukum alam menyatakan..
Menyintai tidak bermakna memiliki..
Sesungguhnya... "Aku tidak pernah memiliki dirimu..."
"Dan kau jua tidak memiliki diriku."
Mengertilah... Kita sebenarnya kepunyaan.. Yang Maha Esa...
Tiada sesiapa berhak memiliki diri kita...
Kecuali Dia... Dia mengasihi hambaNya...
Dia memiliki hambaNya...
Dan ke pangkuan Dia kita akan dikembali......
salam ramadhan....cahaya mataku...
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 5:20 PM | Comments: (0)sayu rasa hati....ramadhan kali terasa singkat sangat...
malam ni ummi nak ajak aiman teman ummi pasang lampu kelip-kelip....moga2 malaikat nampak rumah kita di kala hari2 terakhir ramadhan...sayu sangat rasa hati...malam ni ummi tidurkan aiman lagi ye...ummi teringat hari tu...ummi bangun solat tahajud...air mata ummi tak berhenti...masa tu baru berapa ramadhan..ummi nak sangat 'pergi' dalam bulan ramadhan...ummi takut kalau hidup lagi lama, lagi banyak dosa dengan Nya...ummi malu nak bertemu dengan Nya kalau ummi hidup lebih lama...tapi ummi tahu aiman lah kekuatan ummi...aiman yang aakan bawa ummi ke syurga nanti...ummi yakin aiman yang akan pimpin ummi....ummi terlalu sayangkan aiman...
selamat hari raya dari kami....fahri, aja & aiman
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 8:32 PM | Comments: (0)al-fatihah...
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 9:10 AM | Comments: (0)alhamdullilah...
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 9:01 AM | Comments: (0)dari ammati khas untuk aiman...
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 10:09 PM | Comments: (0)peringatan untuk abi dan ummi...
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 6:24 PM | Comments: (0)Riwayat al-Bukhari dan MuslimHuraiani
Anak-anak adalah amanah Allah S.W.T yang telah diserahkan kepada ibubapa untuk dijaga dan dipelihara dengan membimbing mereka ke arah kesejahteraan hidup di dunia dan akhirat.ii) Membeza-bezakan anak adalah faktor yang boleh merosakkan peribadi dan jiwa mereka kerana akan timbul perasaan hasad dengki hingga membuatkan mereka sering bergaduh dan hilang rasa kasih sayang sesama sendiri.iii) Sewajarnya ibubapa menyamakan layanan antara anak-anak tanpa mengira lelaki atau perempuan, sempurna atau cacat, cantik atau tidak kerana semua perkara dari segi pakaian, makanan, pemberian, kasih-sayang dan sebagainya adalah hak mereka yang mesti dipenuhi dan diberi sama rata apatah lagi hubungan antara ibubapa dan anak adalah hubungan yang bersifat kewajipan dan tanggungjawab.iv) Sesungguhnya ibubapa yang berlaku adil akan diberkan ganjaran syurga di akhirat kelak sebagaimana yang tersebut dalam hadith Rasulullah s.a.w, maksudnya:" Sesiapa yang mempunyai anak perempuan, kemudian tidak dihinakan dan tidak mengutamakan anak lelaki dari anak perempuan, nescaya dia dimasukkan Allah ke dalam syurga." (Abu Daud & Hakim)
salam..aiman...
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 6:08 PM | Comments: (0)Aiman jatuh...alhamdulillah
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 3:32 AM | Comments: (0)Selamat ulangtahun pernikahan abi dan ummi yang kedua....
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 5:50 PM | Comments: (0)anniv. ummi dan abi..
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 5:43 PM | Comments: (0)aiman esok anivesary ummi ngan abi...dah dua tahun kami diijabkabul..
rasa macam baru minggu lepas kahwin..he he..
doakan kebahagian kami berdua ye sayang....
doakan ummi dan abiu jadi ibubapa yang soleh dan solehah untuk anak ummi..
semalam borak nagn abi...us tuan ibrahim pesan ada anak mesti lelaki 3 orang,
mesti salah sorang namakan "muhammad"...kalau dah sampai masa nanti, adik aiman kalau lelaki
Muhammad Al-Fateh dan kalau perempuan Izzah Al-Fatihah....
Ummi asyik berangan jer...tapi buat masa ni ummi tak ready lagi...
seghiau mabuk masa mengandung masih ada lagi...biar ummi abis master dulu baru fikirkan adik aiman...
doktor pun dah pesan sebab ummi operate bahaya terlalu dekat tempohnya...
paling kurang 2 @ 3 tahun...
ummi nak besarkan aiman dengan sebaik mungkin....
salam alaik...
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 9:06 PM | Comments: (0)aiman, hari ni ummi akan hantar researsh proposal kat ump...doakan ummi ye yang....
abi belikan ummi laptop baru....untuk ummi buat kerja terutama nak masuk belajar ni...time kasih kekasihku...
aja akan belajar sungguh demi Allah untuk abang dan aiman.....
doakan aja ye sayang....
28 april ni tarikh keramat ulangtahun perkahwinan kita sayang...
ulangtahun yang kedua...tapi baru macam semalam kita kahwin...abang sarungkan cincin kat tangan aja...abang cium dahi aja....sahlah kita sebagai suami isteri...dan rasa macam baru je aja lahirkan aiman....abang sentiasa di sisi untuk bagi kekuatan pada aja....
aja terlalu cintakan abang....
salam sayang...ummi ganti puasa lagi hari ni...doakan ummi tabah sebab journey balik dari sekolah panas sangat....masa ngandungkan aiman ummi 30 hari tak puasa....ummi mabuk teruk...tapi dah tinggal 14 hari je...ummi nak ganti...doakan ummi tau....ummi nak sangat masuk belajar ni...doakan Allah permudahkan segalanya ye nak....
SANNAH HILWAH AIMAN ALFATEH....
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 9:31 PM | Comments: (0)wahid sannah...aiman al-fateh...putera kesayanganku....
sekarang tepat jam 12.37 tengah hari, di hospital ampuan najihah, kuala pilah...saat ni ummi tengah bertarung nyawa di labour room....ummi kene cucuk 4 atau 5 kali kot kat tulang som-som ummi kat belakang untuk bius ummi....abi waktu ni ada kat surau solat hajat untuk kita berdua...saat ni saat bermakna buat ummi....bukti ummi sebagai seorang wanita..ummi mampu lahirkan seorang manusia!! hebatkan ummi!! ummi dibelah dalam 10 cm untuk keluarkan aiman....dan aiman pun dapat menemui ummi...dapat bertemu abi...sekejap je kan setahun berlalu....aiman kini dan berusia setahun....malam tadi kita menyambutnya...2 kek untuk aiman...abi belikan aiman mainan walker playscool...untuk rangsang aiman berjalan....pagi tadi aiman ngamuk je...tak tau naper...meragam setahun namanya...tapi wajah aiman tetap comel... ummi tak sabar nak tengok aiman berjalan...boleh sama-sama exercise petang-petang...bestkan....ngan ummi..ngan abi....tak sabarnye ummi....
ummi pun tak sabar nak tunggu tawaran belajar balik ni...ummi ingat lagi waktu ummi di tolak keluar dari labour room, masa ummi pejamkan mata yang tergambar waktu itu, ummi sedang berjalan di kawasan kampus berpakaian lengkap berjubah bertudung labuh sambil peluk fail... ummi pegang benda tu sebagai hidayah daripada Allah untuk terus sambung belajar di peringkat master dan terus ke peringkat lebih tinggi lagi...aiman doakan ummi ye....ummi nak jadi ummi yang cerdik pandai, isteri yang cerdik pandai...doakan ummi tau....ummi dan abi sayang sangat pada aiman....
salam sayang buat anakku....
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 9:01 PM | Comments: (0)kelmarin amu muaz acc....kesian dia, abi kata teruk juga keadaan nya...aiman doakan amu kembali sihat ye..Allah nak amu berehat tu...asyik sibuk je kan...semoga cepat sembuhye...macamn ye agaknya motor amu pijan...sabar ye semua..nilah dugaan..semoga kalian tergolong di dalam golongan orang yang beriman setelah diuji Tuhan...
Tak lama lagi aiman tunggu kemunculan adik baru aiman...he he he....dalam 2 minggu je lagi...
SUPPRISEEEE!!!!!!!!
Esok ammati aiamn semua dapat result ....aiman doakan adik-adik ummi berjaya...usaha kerja kita, hasilnya kerja Tuhan...sama ada baik atau tak baik resultnya...itulah yang terbaik untuk kita hamba-hambaNya yang hina ini....semoga Allah tenangkan hati ammati semua semasa ambil keputusan nanti....
salam sayang buat anak kesayanganku aiman al-fateh...
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 10:18 PM | Comments: (1)Semalam genap aiamn berusia sebelas bulan...dah sebelas bulan ummi membesarkan aiman...dan saat paling indah bila engkau mula pandai menyebut "ummi...ummi..." ..kekadang terdengar engkau memanggil "abi...abi..."...terharu rasanya saat engkau memanggil ummi...manja dan sangat mengasyikkan...setiap kali engkau memanggilku, ummi akan membalas..." ye sayang...."...indahnya kehidupan ini dengan kelahiranmu....
Abi bagitau ummi lagi sebulan maka genaplah setahun ummi bersaam abi menempuh saat mengandung, melahirkan dan membesarkan mu sayang...abi tak pernah jemu menjaga ummi setiap saat dan waktu...teringat ummi masa engkau di dalam kandunganku....abi tak pernah marah walau sekalipun...tak pernah jemu walau sekalipun melayan kerenah ummi....ummi mabuk sehingga 5 bulan...setiap saat itulah abi sentiasa bersama di sisi ummi..sentiasa menemani ummi bila ummi ketawa, menangis, munatah pening, demam dan macam-macam lagi....kerana itulah juga setiap saat cinta ummi pada abi semakin kukuh dan utuh....
Teringat lagi saat-saat di labour room...tiba-tiba ummi diberi keputusan terpaksa menjalani pembedahan...sdih, takut, nak menangis bercampur baur...wajah abi, jaddi, jaddati sentiasa dalam pandangan ummi...ummi tak putus-putus bagitau doktar, saya nak jumpa suami saya...bila saat ummi ditalak ke dewan bedah tiba-tiba unni ternampak abi...nurse pesan..."siti khajar, minta maaf kat sumai dulu sebelum pi dewan bedah ni...ssalam sumai dulu..." Ahhh...Tuhan saje yang tahu peraasaan ummi...ummi salam cium tangan abi...abi cium dahi ummi...orang kata bersalin ni antara hidup dan mati kerana matinya mati syahid...walaupun tiada sepatah kata keluar dari mulut abi, tapi pandangan abi pada ummi saat tu telah mengungkapkan segalanya...ummi dapat rasakan kekuatan cinta abi pada ummi saat tu sangat besar sekali....
Tuhan saje yang tahu bila masuk ke dewan bedah....ummi disuntik 4 ke 5 kali di bahagian belakang badan untuk memasukkan ubat bius....ummi cuba sekuat hati untuk tenangkan diri...kalimah Lahaulawalakuwwataillabillahilaliyulazim tidak putus-putus di bibir ummi...dalam keadaan sedar ummi dibedah...tiba-tiba jam 12 tengah hari , setelah setengah jam ummi di dalam bilik bedah, ummi dengar tangisan bayi...ummi ingatkan mesti bayi orang lain...sebab tak rasa sakit langsung, macam takde ape-apa jadi pada ummi...tiba-tiba...nurse tunjuk...Ya Allah...Kuasa Mu Maha Hebat...." Ibu, ni anak ni...tengok perempuan ke lelaki..." he he...ummi nampak sesuatu....anak ummi...AIMAN AL-FATEH, anak ummi lelaki.....ummi memberi ciuman pertama di wajahmu sayang.....
Kemudian doktor kata, kita nak jahit balik ye...dalam hati ummi, nak jahit, jahit je la, takyah la bagitau menakutkan betulla....ummi pun dijahit kembali setelah setengah jam ummi pun keluar...wajah pertama yang ingin ummi lihat...abi.....ummi tersenyum tanpa henti bila dapat melihat wajah abi kembali.. dialah kekuatanku...dialah penguat semangatku...
Abi cerita, saat ummi di dalam bilik bedah abi terus ke surau tak henti-henti solat hajat agar Allah permudahkan segalanya...sempat ab bacakan yaasin untuk kita sayang.....bila aiman keluar abi terus tanyakan ummi pada nurse...walaupun nurse tunjuk aiman pada abi..."Mana Isteri saya?.."lihat lah betapa sayangnya abi pada ummi....dan saat paling indah bagi abi apabila saat mengazankanmu, engkau terus membukakan mata buat kali pertama....engkaulah permata hebat..engkaulah penyambung perjuangan Nabi...engkaulah pengganti Sultan Muhammad Al-Fateh....engkaulah anak ummi dan abi yang amat amat disayangi...
salam sayang buat mu anakku...
Ummi....3 March 2009
oklah sayang anakku aiman...ummi sambang lagi lain
~keukuhan cinta semakin utuh dengan kelahirannya..~
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 6:17 AM | Comments: (0)~AIMAN AL-FATEH...SULTAN MUHAMMAD AL-FATEH...
Posted by aiman al-fateh | at 5:53 AM | Comments: (0)Sultan Muhamad al-Fateh dilahirkan pada 27 Rajab 835 Hijrah bersamaan 29 Mac 1432 M dan meninggal dunia pada 3 Mei 1481. Ketika berumur 19 tahun beliau menaiki takhta menggantikan ayahnya Sultan Murad. Baginda menjadikan Adrianopel (Adana) pusat pemerintahan dan ibu kotanya bagi memudahkan cita-citanya menawan Konstantinopel. Dan ketika berusia 21 tahun Sultan Muhamad al Fateh berjaya menakluk Konstantinopel pada 29 Mei 1453 bersamaan 20 jamadil awal 857 hijrah.
Kota Konstantinopel yang kini dinamakan Istanbul (Islam keseluruhannya), terletak di sempadan antara benua Eropah dengan Asia. Ia dihubungkan oleh Selat Bosphorus. Sebelum itu Kota Konstantinopel pernah cuba ditakluk oleh bangsa Gothik, Parsi, Bulgaria dan Rusia tetapi tidak berjaya. Umat Islam berusaha menawan kota tersebut kerana percaya dengan hadis Rasulullah SAW yang mengatakan Konstantinopel akan ditawan oleh orang Islam.
Setelah lebih 800 tahun hadis itu diucapkan oleh Rasulullah SAW barulah menjadi kenyataan. Seorang sahabat Rasulullah SAW bernama Abu Ayyub Al-Anshari RA gugur syahid lalu dikebumikan di sisi benteng Konstantinopel.
Sultan Muhammad al-Fateh sejak dalam buaian lagi sudah diisyaratkan bakal mencipta sejarah oleh seorang alim, Syeikh Syamsuddin Al Wali. Beliau pernah berkata kepada Sultan Murad (ayah kepada Muhammad al-Fateh):
“Wahai Sultan Murad, bukan tuanku yang akan membebaskan kota konstantinopel, tetapi anak yang dalam buaian itu,” sambil menunjuk Muhammad al-Fateh yang masih di dalam buaian.
Sejak itu Muhammad al-Fateh dilatih hidup sederhana, dididik dengan ilmu agama dan ilmu peperangan. Beliau membesar sebagai pemuda yang tampan. Bentuk badannya tegap, kuat dan tinggi. Pipinya putih kemerah-merahan dan hidungnya mancung.
Beliau mula menaiki takhta ketika umurnya 19 tahun. Di kala itu baginda sudah begitu arif dengan tipu helah musuh. Pernah Maharaja Konstantinopel mengirim guru-guru terbaik untuk mendidiknya tentang adab dan adat istiadat kehidupan raja-raja, tetapi beliau menolaknya lalu menyuruh guru-guru tersebut pulang.
Kemudian baginda membina benteng yang dinamakan Rumeli Hisarri yang bermaksud benteng orang-orang Rom. Baginda sendiri membuka baju dan serbannya, mengangkat batu dan pasir hingga ulama-ulama dan menteri-menteri terpaksa ikut serta.
Sultan Muhamad al-Fateh menukar nama Kota Konstantinopel kepada Istanbul lalu menjadikan ibu kotanya. Kemudian beliau menakluk Serbia pada tahun 1460 dan Bosnia pada tahun 1462. Seterusnya Sultan Muhamad al Fateh menakluk Italia, Hungari, dan Jerman. Ketika berada dikemuncak kegemilangannya, Sultan Muhamad al Fateh memerintah 25 buah negeri. Kemudian dia membuat persiapan menakluk Rhodesia tetapi meninggal dunia kerana diracun oleh seorang Yahudi bernama Maesto Jakopa
Sultan Muhammad Al Fateh yang dilahirkan pada 29 Mac 1432 itu telah meninggal dunia pada 3 Mei 1481 ketika berusia 49 tahun.